My Desire Once Pinned

I forgot about the wedding plans, but ever so often some one decides to pin a dress…a shoe…a decorative idea…a theme I’d chosen for that day… The one that hasn’t come yet… The one I thought I’d had the grace to begin again…still…I hadn’t deleted those Wedding Ideas… Single and satisfied had been my mantra, but ever so often I lament and wonder why not me…I’ve forgiven who I should…I’ve grasped how much I’m worth… I’m at a place where settling is not an option, but still I long for these things…the promises fulfilled after the prerequisite met…a story to be shared..still no  regrets…