Vulnerability has never been my strong suit. Perhaps that's why it's been a minute since I've posted anything. Well, I guess I'm done with my little sabbatical. It seems that God has been forcing me to deal with "me." It's been uncomfortable. I came across this draft this morning. Rereading it helped realize something about... Continue Reading →
Leave It in Last Year!
Dear 2017, Our relationship is over. Our parting is bittersweet but necessary. You have taught me so much about myself! I've been emotional, but I toyed with the notion of becoming numb again because "feeling" for my own sake hadn't been my usual if that makes sense. Whether it does or not, know that in... Continue Reading →
Who This Lady Needs
Almost four months ago I posted this message: Who This Lady Wants! I mentioned I started the post about two months prior then, but hey I was wrong. The other day I came across almost the same words in an old journal...so I suppose my heart has been pondering not just my desires, but my... Continue Reading →
When Love Knocks…
My Disclaimer...just words I scrawled from my heart a few months ago...and I added a few lines just now...found it today and decided to share...it is what it is...feeling some kinda way... When love knocks... How do you find the courage to answer? My question seemed pretty simple...only it was met with another question...Have you... Continue Reading →
The Beat of Forgiveness
So the other day I had a moment...of hysterics some might say...of desperation others might insist...of uncertainty and humility I admit...still so relevant is my peace...calm in this storm...helps me rejoice in the ability to slip on shoes I hadn't worn before. This place Am I meant to remain? Am I to go there? Confusion... Continue Reading →
Last Night I had a MOMent
On the heels of two blessings I was not expecting, the enemy tried again and thought he'd won, but never. I thank God for His word and reminding me that I have no business allowing the enemy to blindside me with foolishness. I was reminded that life and death is in the power of the... Continue Reading →
Love Blindly: Glimpses Through Tears
Yesterday I was reminded of "Glimpses" all day. Perhaps the reminders really began the night prior when I considered the manner to which I would do certain things from now on...whether I would really amp up the action behind the faith I claimed to believe. A message before I arrived at church mentioned how God... Continue Reading →
Keep Pedaling, You Can’t Adjust the Level.
Well, today God showed me with His great sense of humor that I cannot go back to a lower level once I'd decided on my direction. You see I was on an exercise bike and though I've worked out regularly, I've been eating everything sweet I can get my hands on the last two weeks so... Continue Reading →
Do I have the Grace to Begin Again?
Randomness...a candid conversation with me and My Heavenly Father...5 minutes of what it is...you've been warned...unedited Do I have the grace to begin again? It's a question I ponder every now and then? In between the meantime and his "mean" times? Maybe to consider him gruff would be a bit too much. I know... Continue Reading →
For the last month or more, my daughter has been somewhat "re-obsessed" with Frozen's Soundtrack . I admit I used to like the song myself, but only when I heard Demi Lovato sing it. Yesterday morning on the way to church she decided to belt out the lyrics of which I'd heard enough of...or so... Continue Reading →